Rapists, kiddie porno and plotting thieves all figure into socialite Gigi Jordan’s suicide note, but as far as officials are concerned, they’re all fabricated. The letter—found on her laptop after she allegedly fed her autistic son a fatal dose of prescription pills and attempted to kill herself—was revealed in court yesterday. Much of her paranoia focused on her ex-husband: "I feel his final revenge will be to kill [m]e and use [our son] in the sex trade," she wrote. According the defense the wild 20-page letter is evidence Jordan should be allowed out on bond to undergo psychiatric treatment at St. Vincent's.

The little boy, Jude, couldn’t speak but Jordan recounts how he told her about frequent and disturbing sexual abuse by his father and step-dad, according to the News. "He ... told me he was raped every day, sometimes more than once a day," she writes. "How long could you watch your child ... knowing the abusers might take him again and do more of this to him." On February Fifth police discovered Jordan "babbling incoherently" next to the deceased 8-year-old in a top-priced suite at the tony Midtown hotel and spa.

Both father figures deny any wrongdoing, and police agree the note’s accusations of unsubstantiated. "It's clear to me now that she was totally insane. It doesn't make any sense," said Emil Tzekov, Jude’s dad. "It's so scary that Jude was with her when she was like this.” The Post reports that the only party arguing Jordan isn’t insane is the prosecution, that insists she knowingly killed her child and kept herself alive. "She was in her room with thousands of pills at her disposal . . . yet Ms. Jordan was not dead," said lead prosecutor Kerry O'Connell.