Chris Wilson was sentenced to life in prison for murder when he was 17 years old. On multiple occasions he spent long stretches in solitary confinement, sometimes up to 23 hours a day in a room no bigger than a parking spot. During these days, he'd dream of freedom.
“I remember every day just being like, ‘One day I'll be able to look at a body of water or just be on the beach,’” the author, activist and multidisciplinary artist told Gothamist in a recent interview.
Wilson didn’t start making art until 2015, three years after his release from prison. Once he started creating, the Washington D.C. native said, having an art show in New York City became his dream.
Now, his dream has become reality. In May, Wilson unveiled a new exhibition, “I Can Show You the Way Out,” featuring abstract art examining his past and time in solitary confinement. Mounted in collaboration with cannabis branding company House of Puff, Wilson’s first New York City show is on display at Etain Health Medical Cannabis Dispensary through June 10th.
“I was most excited about feeling supported, especially in New York by the art community,” Wilson said about the show’s opening night. “And it was wonderful. It's a good experience, and I sold some paintings.”
The exhibition includes 10 large-scale paintings that evoke Jackson Pollock’s style in their organized disarrangement of paint strokes. The centerpiece, according to Wilson, is a work called “Positive Delusions.” Pink, blue and gold paint occupy the outer edges of the canvas, while black and brown strokes are confined at the center.
Chris Wilson with his painting "Positive Delusions" on opening night of his show.
Illustrating life after a life sentence
Wilson made that painting more than two years ago, when an attorney friend asked him to create a work as part of a larger project he was working on. “We had collected a bunch of letters from people, men, women and children who were currently in solitary confinement, or had been in solitary confinement,” he said. “And I struggled at first, because I read these letters and I thought about all the horrible experiences that I had in solitary confinement.
“I didn't want to make a morbid painting,” he continued.
Filing through the letters, Wilson recognized the common theme was that most people yearned to see the outside world again. That’s when he got the idea to make “Positive Delusions.”
“Almost all of us thought about something positive that got us through solitary confinement,” he said. “So I started to describe these feelings through colors of blues and pink and yellow. I put some gold in there, and some black. I researched the meanings and symbolisms behind all the colors. And I put that on the canvas.”
Wilson said that one goal of the show is to confront people with issues currently unraveling in the criminal justice system. “I want people to be outraged by the practice of solitary confinement in America,” he said.
The show’s curator, New York Academy of Art Vice President Gregory Thornbury, supported that aim.
“This is an art show with a purpose,” Thornbury said. “There's something in Chris's biography that speaks to an incredible injustice that is currently happening in the American prison system, and it needs to end."
He added, “Art is a way of forcing people to confront that in a way that both elevates the spirit but also challenges the soul."
Some of the money from sales of the paintings — as well as from special edition rolling papers made by House of Puff and featuring Wilson’s art imprinted on the box — will go directly to Solitary Watch, a national nonprofit watchdog group. Through original reporting, the organization aims to educate the public, law enforcement, policymakers and others on the use and conditions of solitary confinement in prisons across the United States.
“We wanted to partner with them to highlight the work that they've been doing for a long time,” Wilson said. ”That's the other thing that I'm really excited about, is being able to collaborate with amazing organizations that's doing meaningful work, and putting some art behind it to help amplify it.”
Life before prison
Life has changed drastically for Wilson, whose exhibition opening night coincided with the 10th anniversary of his release from prison. His storied past begins in Washington, D.C., where he was born. He lived with his grandmother during the week, but spent weekends with his mom and other siblings in Maryland.
In his book, “The Master Plan: My Journey from Life in Prison to a Life of Purpose,” Wilson said shootings occurred often in the area where he was raised. Though his home was supposed to be a refuge from outside violence, it was usually the opposite: His mother was in an abusive relationship with a D.C. police officer, he said.
“One night he attacked us and sexually assaulted my mom,” Wilson said. “He got arrested and lost his job. But he came home and started stalking our family.”
This, coupled with the passing of a cousin who was shot, led Wilson to carry a weapon for his own protection, he said.
“Not long after this, two people came after me one night, threatened me and said they had been following me, watching my family,” he recalled. “And then one guy tried to jump on me and I ended up firing my weapon, and I took a person's life.”
In 1996, at 17 years old, Wilson was sentenced to life in prison. He remembers his first moments in prison — the chaos, the screaming, the strip search — as being the most humiliating time of his life.
“I kept thinking to myself that this is where I’m going to spend the rest of my life,” he said. “It was horrifying for me.”
Having been extremely depressed his first few years in prison, Wilson said he experienced solitary confinement multiple times with his longest stint lasting 117 days. The smallest infractions like having too much toilet paper, extra pencils, or staring at a correctional officer could land anyone in the small room with no windows for days at a time, he said.
“Minimum human contact. You start to forget what time it is,” he said. “And when you go crazy, it is actually science behind it, of what solitary confinement does to your brain. It's just … it’s torture.”
In the Mandela Rules, a guide meant to protect the rights of those imprisoned, the United Nations designates solitary confinement that lasts more than 15 days as a form of torture. Yet, prisons across the U.S., including New York City, still use the practice to punish incarcerated people.
“I was most excited about feeling supported, especially in New York by the art community,” Wilson said about his show’s opening night.
A change is going to come
Wilson said his life began to change when he decided he was going to get out of prison. He made a two-page draft of what would become his book, and called it “The Master Plan.”
“It was sort of like a lifelong bucket list,” he said. “I sent it to my judge and my grandmother. And I just started going to school. I started studying.”
Wilson taught himself to read, write and speak in several languages, participated in all the vocational programs the prison offered, and became a mentor to other incarcerated people. He said it took about 10 years of work until the day his sentence was reduced in 2006.
“I was in a courtroom for maybe an hour,” he said. “The judge stared at me for a while like she was thinking about it. And she made a decision, and it changed my life.”
Wilson was released in 2012 after his sentence was reconsidered by a judge, he said.
He began painting several years ago, he said, after a friend gifted him art lessons for his birthday. The friend instilled in him that art was everywhere and Wilson should only make art about things he cares about. When he shared his first piece, “Solitary Confinement Is Torture,” with his friend, the response was something he never expected.
“He turned to me and he says, ‘You painted this?’” Wilson recalled. “I said, yeah. He says, ‘Don't ever stop painting.’”
“And I've been painting literally every single day since then.”
“I Can Show You the Way Out” runs through June 10th at Etain Health Medical Cannabis Dispensary, 242 E. 58th St. The exhibition is open for viewing without an appointment on Thursdays from 12 to 7 p.m.